Saturday, September 16

It doesn't seem real. In one week I will be packing up my car to got to Rochester.
Whoa man. Pretty weird. It will be weird spending more than 2 days with Colin alone. Haha, that by itself is the weird part. I'm just gunna have to do so much cleaning. I don't care, the first day I am going to clean every room. Except the front room cause I don't even want to touch anything in there. I will probably break something. I'll spend some time on the computer looking for new postings but in reality, it will all be about the cleaning.
Speaking of....I have no place to put my computer. Crap. I have no place to sit either. I hope I have some closet space too. Yep I do. He says he has plenty. I'm just going to bring everything that is on hangers on them. There is no way he has enough for all my crap. I also need to find a place to put my tshirts and everything. I cleaned out a few plastic tupperware type things. They will have to do. My car is I won't be able to fit any furniture in there. Plus I hate the dresser I have now. Goodness. I'm going to have to start packing! eek! I don't have a job!! ACK!!

Wednesday, September 13

Gah. I keep having doubts.
Yes. I said it. Doubts.
What if we totally hate being together?

Sunday, September 10

Life is moving faster

I'm graduated.
That's pretty remarkable. School has started up again and I don't feel weird about missing it. I don't!
Not yet at least.
Moving up with the boyfriend. That's a bit daunting though. I'm wicked nervous about that. I love the boy, but I know how hard its going to be. I know this is a bit reckless, but I think I have to go for it. I have played it safe since I was born. Hardly got in trouble, never took risks. This is my big one. If I get burned, hey. That's what happens. I'm almost preparing for it but then I that me not having faith in my boyfriend of 6 years??
I'm totally unprepared. yay.
My other best friend is leaving in the morning to start her life in the city. I have one friend in the country and one in the city, and me in the middle. That's how we go. She was so nervous, granted it is not unwarrented. It's NYC. That place is intense. I'm not worried at all. Smaller city yes....but it's a huge step.
Here's to the next leap. Cheers *drinks*